suicidal thoughts

My mind is preoccupied with suicidal thoughts. No, I don't wish to die but rather, hearing about others doing so kept me deep in thoughts.

I was reminded of JY's ex-ex girl friend who looked him up at his place and wanted to commit suicide. I thought it was so not worth it. Its not about how much she loves him, or how much she wanted to be with him... Its her life! I felt disturbed when I heard that. Now, a year or so down the road, he is with yet another girl (not even the one he was with when she wanted to commit suicide).

This is just an example. I am not saying that dying for JY is not worth it but dying for other guys might be. A life is still a life and how do we justify its worth?

Live for those whom love you and don't die for those who don't.