Sunday, May 11, 2008

Multitasking flops

As we were chatting at Starbucks, my mind was constantly running through my many other commitments in life.

It feels lousy to be coughing (with phlegm!) when I am overseas alone. LX reminded me last night to keep off Milo ('coz its heaty) and I only recalled that while I was sipping my hot chocolate.

2008 has proven to be an unpredictable year for me. Its May and I am still clueless as to where I will be heading, literally. My plans have been shifted, altered, cancelled...

After the chat, my head went spinning! I looked out of the window and it was drizzling (I thought its all-year sunny in Bangkok). I went on coughing again and lost my last bit of strength, I dozed off.

Now, now... I probably missed my family, my friends (a number who are not in Singapore, anyway), my handphone (not so much the physical phone but my phone line which I didn't roam) which is sitting on JJ's desk, my Baby Fate (it doesn't have a physical existence but I feel so detached missing its debut event)... My multiple commitments - my regular job, my Baby and my freelancing.

I hang on dearly to my internet existence (MSN and email). There's no way anyone could contact me now, other than ringing my apartment. Pathetic.

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